I am feeling low. Unable to work. Just a ghost floating through life.
I am feeling tired, even though I slept for 8 hours.
I am missing my wife. Miss being able to hold her.
I want to talk to someone. I want to cry. I want to be held by my wife.
I feel powerless. Caught up in a storm . Sacred and alone.
I feel hopeless. Will I ever find the love that I have lost?
I feel like a failure. Couldn’t keep a woman I loved happy.
This is such a terrible feeling. I have no energy, no hope and no strength.
I pray for a change. I pray to the universe to give me something back.
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The meaning of the “second chance” I seek has been changed a lot. I started writing this in the hope of saving my marriage. But as time showed me , that was futile and misguided. Now I seek a second chance to be father to my six year old boy. He will no longer live with me starting aug2018. I hope to use this blog to allow him an insight into his father. I would want him to read this when he is older.
My original synopsis
A man in crisis. I am a 30 -something man. My 10 year marriage shattering in front of my eyes. I have decided that writing helps. I am hoping to heal from whats coming, but before that I have to deal with it. Experience the pain, I know I will feel, when my wife walks out the door.
I have a little boy who I don't want to lose. And I am scared. Of restarting my life from scratch. I am hoping to find kindred spirits on the blog, who are going through or have gone through what I am experiencing.
But I have hope, and I have faith. To some degree, I hope to reconcile my marriage.
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A second chance? 
Friend in my opinion one of the secrets to a successful future is to take all the longing and other emotions and invest it in yourself. Self growth is one of the biggest gifts that you can give to yourself and the world.
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