I have not written in a while. Some of my new habits have kept me busy. And I also drove about 700 miles or so to Los Angeles and back this weekend, with my son in tow.

It was a fantastic time for the little man. He played with his cousin. And we went to visit the Huntington botanical gardens.
I did not have to cook, and ate some delicious food. Andrew and I spent some really good quality time together.
I am so proud of him, sat so well behaved in the car with nothing much to entertain him. So tonight , I will celebrate my wonderful boy. Korean food and some ice cream. His favorites.

I have borrowed a new toy from my brother , and went for a run with it.
It is a fitness watch. I was able to run 6.2 miles with it, and that was nice , coz I havent run in a long time.

The shasta climb draws closer and I am planning to mix up some distancerunning with my usual stair climb routine.
I feel a bit lonely right now, after the intense family time. Its a reminder of what we have lost. Although at the same time, I know my boy had a great weekend. So maybe all is not lost.
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The meaning of the “second chance” I seek has been changed a lot. I started writing this in the hope of saving my marriage. But as time showed me , that was futile and misguided. Now I seek a second chance to be father to my six year old boy. He will no longer live with me starting aug2018. I hope to use this blog to allow him an insight into his father. I would want him to read this when he is older.
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A man in crisis. I am a 30 -something man. My 10 year marriage shattering in front of my eyes. I have decided that writing helps. I am hoping to heal from whats coming, but before that I have to deal with it. Experience the pain, I know I will feel, when my wife walks out the door.
I have a little boy who I don't want to lose. And I am scared. Of restarting my life from scratch. I am hoping to find kindred spirits on the blog, who are going through or have gone through what I am experiencing.
But I have hope, and I have faith. To some degree, I hope to reconcile my marriage.
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Sounds like a nice weekend. 😀
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