Recovering from heartbreak

My boy. Will I lose him too?

As I go through a turbulent, and hopefully transformative journey, I have been trying to be as attentive a parent as I can be. I have a little one. He is a little dynamo of joy and energy. What a privilege it is to be his friend, companion and his father. He loves legos, making… Continue reading My boy. Will I lose him too?

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A dating profile. Path to rediscovering myself.

Divorce emasculates you. That being said, I was on  steady path to self-emasculation for the latter half of my marriage. I was driven by fire and passion when I was in my early twenties. I was fit, I was confident, and I was social. I was always complicated, but I had a strong desire to… Continue reading A dating profile. Path to rediscovering myself.

Recovering from heartbreak

A turn for the better? Or worse?

I am still in the middle of the nightmarish storm. It has been about 6 weeks since this chapter in my life began. 5 of those weeks, my wife was very hostile and would not tolerate even the slightest utterance of the hope of reconciling. She would draw away even more. She told me that… Continue reading A turn for the better? Or worse?