My boy. Will I lose him too?

As I go through a turbulent, and hopefully transformative journey, I have been trying to be as attentive a parent as I can be. I have a little one. He is a little dynamo of joy and energy. What a privilege it is to be his friend, companion and his father. He loves legos, making…

A dating profile. Path to rediscovering myself.

Divorce emasculates you. That being said, I was on  steady path to self-emasculation for the latter half of my marriage. I was driven by fire and passion when I was in my early twenties. I was fit, I was confident, and I was social. I was always complicated, but I had a strong desire to…

A turn for the better? Or worse?

I am still in the middle of the nightmarish storm. It has been about 6 weeks since this chapter in my life began. 5 of those weeks, my wife was very hostile and would not tolerate even the slightest utterance of the hope of reconciling. She would draw away even more. She told me that…

The End

My marriage is all but dead. I want to fight for it. But my wife is long gone. Emotionally checked out for years