Today is Saturday. And last week was not too bad at work. But I was a homebody mostly. My therapist had advised that I try to get morebin touch with my feelings. So I tried. I felt sad often, but I did not feel the powerful pull on my heart. I suppose I refuse myself… Continue reading Progress piecemeal
Something has derailed my positive mental attitude towards this recovery from heartbreak. I find myself feeling the same way I did about 2-3 weeks ago. Feeling hopeless and heartbroken. I miss my wife. Wondering if there is any light at the end of the tunnel. I am going to try and focus on winning today.… Continue reading Out of steam
Its a precious thing, the love between a man and woman. Two people investing their dreams in one another. Some people are lucky to find such a bond that lasts a lifetime. But, for me and my wife, this was not to be. How I loved her. And how I despised her at the same… Continue reading A love consumed
Recovering from loss and grief is a process. And its not linear. Today I had a bad day. Injured, and overwhelmed by allergies, I took something that made me really drowsy. I also felt that when I was all alone, like right now, I am still sad and lonely, and all my endeavors don't really… Continue reading Not the best sunday
I rode on my first full suspension bike yesterday. And it was pretty intense. It was lighter and faster and I shaved 30 mins of a 2 hour time it used to take me earlier. The downhill section felt a lot more comfortable on the full suspension. … Continue reading Scraped and bruised, I feel alive!
I woke up at 530am, my little one snoring next to me. He is so energetic, that i take the opportunity to hold his face and shower him with kisses. I am going to have a somewhat big day. An audition, choosing a bike to buy, a karaoke meetup . I have to do… Continue reading A big day
Blogsphere, I present to you "Yellow Dal". I believe the critic (my boy) said "Its quite good!" We had dal, rice and grilled chicken for dinner. Gotta watch the salt. And we were are cleaned up and done with dinner by 7:30, After getting home at 6:10PM. This is a great milestone. Feel pretty stoked.
I have my son , sunday-wed. He had a less than ideal sunday with me. We just went shopping and had dinner outside. He was a bit cranky and I had trouble being patient with him. I want to make sure he is well rested today. I want to let him sleep in . I… Continue reading Lazy monday
My day started with me realizing that my car was towed. In the spirit of taking things in my stride , I refused to let it cramp my mojo. We cant let the occasional upsets derail our positive momentum. Few hundred dollars poorer, I went on to do a hike of a local trail, with… Continue reading Holy saturday!!