Life is good. A balance has now emerged between raising my five year old, work and a new blossoming relationship.
It is a lot of work. And there are a lot of moments where I just want to lie in bed. Not wanting to get up. Working out for me was a very big part of my recovery, and there are days when I feel like not doing it.
But I have learnt the secret that pushing through that sense of inertia is very productive. No matter what , follow through on my plans. That makes me look at my day without regret. Even perhaps a sense of pride.
The next big thing on the physical challenges list is my first ever triathlon.
I have never quite swam in deep water, but for this event , I will be swimming in he pacific ocean. So there was a moment where I almost talked myself out of it.
I took a private lesson and now I think that if I am disciplined in my training I can do it.
So on sep 24 . I will turn 35 . And I will hopefully complete my first triathlon. Its a sprint distance. 700 yard swim, 12 mile bike, 3 mile run.
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The meaning of the “second chance” I seek has been changed a lot. I started writing this in the hope of saving my marriage. But as time showed me , that was futile and misguided. Now I seek a second chance to be father to my six year old boy. He will no longer live with me starting aug2018. I hope to use this blog to allow him an insight into his father. I would want him to read this when he is older.
My original synopsis
A man in crisis. I am a 30 -something man. My 10 year marriage shattering in front of my eyes. I have decided that writing helps. I am hoping to heal from whats coming, but before that I have to deal with it. Experience the pain, I know I will feel, when my wife walks out the door.
I have a little boy who I don't want to lose. And I am scared. Of restarting my life from scratch. I am hoping to find kindred spirits on the blog, who are going through or have gone through what I am experiencing.
But I have hope, and I have faith. To some degree, I hope to reconcile my marriage.
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A second chance? 
That does sound like a whopping challenge. But hey, when you are done with, you would be walking even taller! All the best with building up your strength for the event.
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