As these things often go, more has come to light.
It was revealed to me that my wife had been flirting with other men for better part of a year before I knew .
I stayed at home , watched the little man, and encouraged her to have a life outside the marriage.
And a close of friend of mine was involved. I dont know about the level of their involvement. Just that there was mutual attraction.
This friend was a close confidant in my months of crisis.
I feel broken once more. My heart feels heavy by the weight of my wife’s infidelities. Looking back, I see things that I did not see.
Ashamed. Emasculated. Heartbroken.
Took a few steps back in my recovery.
Have to unfortunately dig more and determine what to do about my friendship.