Something has derailed my positive mental attitude towards this recovery from heartbreak. I find myself feeling the same way I did about 2-3 weeks ago.
Feeling hopeless and heartbroken. I miss my wife. Wondering if there is any light at the end of the tunnel. I am going to try and focus on winning today. Not sure how. But I would like to do the day with some degree of positivity and hope.
I have stayed true to most of my objectives of self discovery and growth. And that process has been going somewhat fine. But I am not experiencing the detachment from pain I was hoping for.
I have to believe that this is a slow process. And that one way or another, I will look back at this time, and have a few stories to remember.