Out of steam

Something has derailed my positive mental attitude towards this recovery from heartbreak. I find myself feeling the same way I did about 2-3 weeks ago.

Feeling hopeless and heartbroken. I miss my wife. Wondering if there is any light at the end of the tunnel. I am going to try and focus on winning today. Not sure how. But I would like to do the day with some degree of positivity and hope.

I have stayed true to most of my objectives of self discovery and growth. And that process has been going somewhat fine. But I am not experiencing the detachment from pain I was hoping for.

I have to believe that this is a slow process. And that one way or another, I will look back at this time, and have a few stories to remember.

3 thoughts on “Out of steam”

  1. Don’t get discouraged! You’ll get through the bad days, and there are better days to come. You’re building the foundation for your future, and have done some pretty incredible things already! I agree with you that this will be a slow process, but also that you will have some amazing stories from this part of your journey.

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    1. thanks addie. I have moments. And I need to embrace my lows. I write about them to give my nebulous feelings better shape. I feel a lot better today. My brother came to visit, and talking felt good. I was sharing my stories of my recent adventures. It made me feel good about my life. 🙂

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