Recovering from loss and grief is a process. And its not linear. Today I had a bad day. Injured, and overwhelmed by allergies, I took something that made me really drowsy.
I also felt that when I was all alone, like right now, I am still sad and lonely, and all my endeavors don’t really help.
I was not the best parent to my son today. He had two accidents in bed, and he always gets upset when it happens. The second time I lost my cool with him.
I couldn’t do anything productive, other than clean the house a bit and make dinner, along with some meal planning for the week.
The shoulder injury made me feel a bit vulnerable. Reminded me that not all will go according to plan, and that I was risking something. On the other hand, I knew that I would run into many challenges when I started with my journey.
I have to just take it in my stride, that there will be bad days. There will be setbacks. All I should focus on is how to proceed forward in the face of them.
I should remind myself, that life will keep me down if I don’t fight it. That If I don’t work towards whatever I hope for myself, I won’t get it.