Today my wife moves out. She was nice enough to cook for the week. My boy stays with me till Wednesday, so she can settle in.
I could barely sleep. I am exhausted. I dont feel that sense of heartbreak anymore. But last night, my body was just so tense. It was in a rebellion against my mind.
I want to take a minute to feel this moment. My wife, my love , is going to live in another house. Move on with her life. She will make new friends , new lovers, and new turns in life. And I will have nothing to do with any of them.
We will cross each other to exchange our Son. But other than that our physical contact should be low.
I will be so lonely in the house. I will have to stay busy doing chores. Get comfortable somehow by myself.
I will leave the house with my son, so neither of us have to see her go. Maybe take him cycling or on a small hike.
I pray that the she will be safe. I have cared and watched out for her for so many years. I pray that she will be successful in her job. And I pray that things dont turn nasty between us.