Feeling Low

Bad start

I dont know what to do. I woke up full of anxiety and fear. Its monday, I have a doctors appointment for my son at 9. Ordinary day in a sense.

But I could not sleep well. I had dark thoughts of escape over and over. Heart was beating out of my chest.

I fought the thoughts, life is too precious. And I have responsibilities.

But I feel terrible . What happened to all the forward momentum?

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