I had two good days . No overwhelming negative thoughts. No anger. No feeling of helplessness. Even had a little hope.
Nothing different in the days. Just practicing the many many positive ttings I have learnt on the blog, from wise friends, TED talks, and forums.
I know the feelings will flow and ebb. But , Here are my thoughts now.
My life is a gift. I can experience joy in life if I can seek it. I cannot squander the wonderful gift of life. I am healthy and able. My boy is healthy and able. And he is still here next to me.
Tomorrow is not promised. So I need to make it count. I have to make a difference in the lives of others. Even if its just one person.
Life is beautiful, I just have to reach out and grab it.
I pray for the unviverse to give me more days like these.